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Daily Archives: April 11, 2012
Whom am I when that is all there is? – 11 April 2012
When you are bed-bound, nowhere to go, no one else to think about, whom are you really? When your ego is completely stripped away, your dignity is out the door, you need help with everything, what is left? I have … Continue reading →
Posted in Acute GVHD, Chronic GVHD, Healing Process, Possibility of dying, Post-Transplant Issues, Side effects of long term steroids, Tips & Tricks
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